Affection

Things are getting more awkward day by day but I'm trying very hard to conceal it..

and I know its not right to check on other's privacy by checking pictures and msgs and all while the person was fast a sleep. [pretty sorry on what I have done.]

But I still did that cos I have the strong urge to know what had happened to that person , making the person to so miserable and tried out smoking alone with some beers few days ago. Thankful that I was informed, and the person felt sorry of it ? cos we have made deals about that. Idk if I have too much things across my mind, but it was so crazy when the person went back to hometown as I won't be seeing the person for couple of days which were like years to me. gosh, I never felt this way before. +.+

Life is getting complicated much but its getting more fun that I have expected.

Hope the person will go through and be happy again, can't wait to celebrate birthday on November,2011

[I hope I can join the celebrations] 

They said : "When we are dreaming alone it is only a dream. When we are

dreaming with others, it is the beginning of reality."

* We met thousands of people through out the year , but nOt everyone will be the one for us, only one and the Only One will do. 

affectionate

Ciao~