♥ gratitude ♥

Day 57
-I am grateful that I own The Secret ,as it has told me to do something important  -> listing the gratitude out.

-I'm grateful that I still have parents, siblings and friends support and love me affectionately behind :)) ♥

-I'm grateful that I have someone[s] around me to guide me whenever I made mistakes.

-I'm grateful that I have someone[s] that tend to hurt me at time,making me to stay stronger..

-I'm grateful that I have someone[s] that make me realize everything before I make any step forward.

-I'm grateful that I have someone[s] walk in and out of my life.One door closed and another just opened  :))

-I'm grateful that I have someone[s] that love talking to me anytime.

-I'm grateful that I have someone[s] that enjoy clicking with me for being who I am. 

-I'm grateful that I have someone[s] that mind to share the secrets with me.

-I'm grateful that I have someone[s] that can stand my tantrum,whining :))[at times], my manja.

-I'm grateful that I have someone[s] that still remember and care of me although they are miles&miles away from me.

-I'm grateful that I have someone[s] that are able to make me annoy and happy at the same times.

-I'm grateful that I have someone[s] that consider me as someone who is important in their lives,not an anonymous

-I'm grateful that I have met someone nice,true friends in my early second decades.


-I'm grateful that I have made some important decisions right.

-I'm grateful that I have tried my best to fulfill my needs.

-I'm grateful that I have managed to stop some of the negative thoughts whenever it approaches me.

-I'm grateful that today I am still alive ,writing these lists of things that I am grateful for.

Ciao~

A video

I was tagged by fafa in facebook. A video that reminding people to remember to love their parents before it's too late :'(( My tears were dropping from one droplet to like "buckets" The speaker 's speech made me speechless. I was totally fascinated by it and touched

http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=378800632887&ref=mf

Fyi,it's in Chinese

Day 54

...Life is mirroring back to you what you are holding inside you.

Day 55

...No -one else can bring negativity into our lives through their thoughts, 

unless we allow our frequency to lower to the same negative frequency as theirs.

Speaking is very much easy than doing it.

It's really a tough task for me, to be the master of myself.

Somehow, as the days pass by, I am almost fully controlling myself rather than being controlled by others.

I am no more so indecisive , at least I can make up my mind now without asking people's opinions or judgments.

*credits to the Secret and mostly to myself & the blessings from the upper part♥ .

*it has answered me ♥

Ciao~

The days

Been busy for the week, classes till 8p.m most of days.
Yesterday ,went off for bowling at Penang Bowling Centre with my friends after 4p.m class.
It was my first every bowling experience :))
my first game,I scored 42,the next game was 49. [not bad for my first attempt]

Andrew left Pg on Wednesday and everything seemed to be so indifferent to me.
Noone there to bug on me, disturbed,annoyed and made me happy at the same time.
All the best for this man,who flies around spontaneously.
I haven't been laughing like crazy for the whole week :((

Day 37

To change our lives,at some point we have to decide that, 

rather than suffer anymore,we are going to live in happiness.

And the only way we can do that is to make decision

to look from things to appreciate ,no matter what.

...And good things begin to appear.

And then more good things,and then more

I appreciate every second that I have ,every breath that I take in and release.
Everyday is a new day, new challenging and memorable .

Day 41

Einstein told us that time is just an illusion. 

When you understand and accept that there is no time,

you can see that whatever you want in the future already exists
..Radiate your desire in your mind, heart and body and see it as here now.

Day 48

There is no force of hate. Hate is simply the absence of love ,

just as darkness is the absence of light.

Poverty is the absence of abundance,

sickness is the absence of health,

and sadness is the absence of joy.

All negativity is simply the absence of something positive.

Day 49

"The aim of life is self-development.

To realize one's nature perfectly -That is what each of us is here for."

OSCAR WILDE (1854-1900)

The Picture of Dorian Guy.

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"Even if the hopes you started out with are dashed,

hope has to be maintained."
 *Seamus Heaney

 

♥ . ♥

Ciao~

Ethical

-Class from 9a.m till 8 p.m is so FML!! But I have fun after all, not during lunch break in a cafe.Get to know Adrian ,who told me accidentally about sth,made me fussy.
*I have never been enjoying classes since 2008,tho I'm tired for day. :))

-Ethics class was pretty nice, tho the lecturer was with his monotone along the way,but we got to debate,that enlightened me.

-Sir told the whole class tat Alor Star is a rural area and asking whether anyone was from them,and thank to Jo,she pointed on me.FML[Andrew who sat there quietly ,coincidentally also from the "rural"]

-Went maggi goreng with Andrew,Ryan,Jo,Joanna and it was drizzling,but I refused to walk under the drizzle and they have to drive to the mamak near my college, Andrew named me "Princess of Fire" :((
-After mamak, met Mr Ewen with his fluffy hair, and he wished me luck for long hour my classes!! :))

-Went to fill water bottle at the dispenser aftr using the washroom,I didn't know Andrew was waiting for me@.@
Then he came out asking:" what are you doing there for so long? Were you laying eggs there?
Me:" Dude, I am not a CHICKEN ,and I was filling up my empty bottle =.=

I wasn't about to tell how was my day ,and now I ought to draw a situation here.

In short X is still childish for telling the story from a to Z to anyone that might know A. 

*salute*

As X can actually recall the incident back in 2008.

which A couldn't be bother much now.
*till now A & X still barely know each other*
A has tonnes of stuffs in hands to deal with.

Life been a b*tch to A. [the b*tchier ,the merrier]
But perhaps it is counted as part of growing,understand how's the reality out there

Like what theng seng said in his blog 

#Time to learn how to wear suitable mask and get your hands filthy out there.#

Conclusion: I am pretty glad that A has grown up lots cos A used to mad for long like a few days, and made herself moody all the day by those craps. She understands that she has the right to be ethical as everyone include her is abide by ethics of rights by not telling grandmother stories to someone[s] that barely know the situation or X. She knows that she needs to respect the fundamental of human rights and people's need of dignity since X is a human.
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*Best friends are friends that can always stand by you, [not when you are wrong] ,mind to care your feeling[by not showing it in public,but through true hearts].
Its a rare group.
I don't really trust the word BEST FRIENDS anymore,just FRIENDS  is good enough.

Ps:I am now trying to be ethical by not mentioning any names in the situation stated above.
Am trying hard to practise virtue ethics here

♥Day 35♥

"The thought manifests as the word. The word manifests as the dead. The dead develops into habit. And the habit hardens into character. So watch the thought and its ways with care. And let it spring from love, born out of concern for all beings. "

BUDDHA(c.563-c.483 BC)

Ciao~

❤ Saturday ❤

Seriously I have a confession to make. I haven't touch THE SECRET for almost a week. I mean touch as in read it. =.= I have some good reasons for myself to escape the feeling of being guilty. Almost everyday along the week,I went out in the morning and back to the hostel at night. Night time,I didn't feel like reading it as I was too tired from classes and hanging outs with friends and revisions. But, still I will keep up the promise made.


I have my SoO class today from 9a.m - 4p.m [extend for an hour for 10 hours replacement classes] I know so gay right,I have classes at Saturday and night classes during the weekdays. Angeline felt that too. so effing gay.


I think I am enjoying SoO  class although I slept for 10 minutes in todays' class. =.= felt bad. 
Mr Rajoo came by a poet who wrote a poem based on what he saw with his eyes.

Situation: Morning,you see a perfect rate woman ,plucking flowers by the side. What is your point of view about that? What will you see firstly?

 And the question was asked to the guys in the class, and most of them were quite shy ,Maybe there were girls in the class[Mr Rajoo's perception] At last , a guy spoke up, first he will see the woman's facial-> hair-> legs. That was basically what NORMAL guys will come upon to in this situation. I was quite disappointed cos I always have the concept that boobs will come first in their mind . I am so wrong about it for the past.

SoO. Love.Friends.♥♥♥

**Put yourself into people's shoes.**

And Mr Rajoo conducted an experiment from the 4 students among us[2 guys & 2 girls] 4 of them have to exchange their shoes and walk around the class. The rule is the girls have to put on the guys shoes so did the guys. I was pretty enjoying myself on that game. Bee thought that I have "problem" for being so gay about it.

Conclusion: Don't blame others when you don't even understand their predicaments. Somehow if you can't take it, just leave them alone and you will be happier on what you have but not on what you don't even have to give any damn on it.

♥Day29 ♥

#When it comes to love relationship, often people think that they want a particular person.But if you think about it deeply, it is not really the particular person that they want.......

Why is it that we think we know more than the one who can see everything?#


♥Day 34 ♥

Think Good thoughts

Speak  Good    words

Take Good  actions.

*These 3 are so powerful that it will bring anything which is out of you mind,you never can expect it!!*

  I am grateful for the day[S] I have been through.

They help alot in shaping ME.

♥ ♥ ♥

Ciao~